November 7, 2004
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The day is clear blue skies, a cool breeze lets you know winter is near. Listening to the sounds of frou frou while reflecting the morning away.
No, don't ask me 'reflecting on what?' or why I am. I just am. Don't you ever reflect back over you life? or just what you are feeling inside your heart at that very moument?
My heart is full, the heaviness of it is tiring. It's sadness buried deep within. Sometimes the sadness leaks to the surface and can't be contained within the heart any longer. That is where I am at; too tired to stop the leak from seeping up and out; realizing these feelings were only buried until they could be examined later when it was safe enough to do so. They were never meant to be forgotten.
I sit here listening to frou frou, contemplating if it's safe enough to examine them now or not. Maybe I should gather up the strengh needed to stop the leakage now before anyone guesses how much is built up inside this heart of mine..........
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